11.30.2007 / The Journey of a Frustrated 29-Year-Old Evangelical
Some of you are aware that I spent close to 5 years working in what some like to call “full-time ministry.” Many of my good friends continue to find their employ in this field. Many have gone on to attend seminary and make it “official.” I on the other hand was compelled to pursue my interests in business and have done so under a carefully crafted statement of purpose I penned in 2004 while in business school.
As I have observed the different paths chosen by myself and various friends (or if you are reformed as I happen to be, the paths chosen by God) I have seen several logical, theological and practical mistakes made on both sides of the “full-time ministry” and “Christian businessman” fence.
Unbeknownest to all but my wife and a few very close friends, I have been wrestling with these observations, the resulting implications and any and all solutions that might exist to these errors in the form of a book. My intent is for this book to be beneficial to the group of people that comprise the Church and any others that may be interested.
Since 2003, I have written numerous chapters and paragraphs on topics that directly impact theological and practical aspects of being a Christian. I have cycled through 3 different titles for the book. (Two of which were pretty good. One of which - I think - was not fit to print.) I have wrestled with the lack of “credibility” (lack of me having an M-Div, time away from “full-time ministry”, etc) some leaders in the church will no doubt point to as a critique of my writing. I have given careful consideration to my arguments to ensure as best I can that they are sharp, pointed and effective while being free of unnecessary cynicism and frivolous disagreement.
Dealing with the “credibility” concern as well as a lack of a publisher have been the biggest obstacles to releasing some of these thoughts. However, I have concluded that the “credibility” issue is moot. If a certain group of people refuse to engage my arguments based on a set of initials that do not follow my name or an absence from the ministerial profession, then, in my estimation, they only prove themselves to be the arrogant and illogical megalomaniacs many pastors I know have become.
The concern regarding a lack of a publisher has proven to be unfounded. With blogs and services like Blurb, I have no excuse to continue to refrain from sharing my thoughts. So, without further adieu, today I officially announce that I will begin to publish some of these thoughts at the beginning of 2008. Stay tuned for more information, such as, the blog title, domain name, etc.
I have been quiet for too long. The frustrations are rising to such levels that I simply must speak. Hopefully, by the grace of God, these musings will be beneficial to family, friends and anyone else who may be interested.
